Changes

"Face the facts of being what you are, for that is what changes what you are." -Soren Kierkegaard

One year ago I experienced Ecstasy for the first time. I can't remember a year ago. I remember jumping, dancing, and the world spinning at the speed of light. It was incredible. 

One year ago I was always high. One year ago I was hiding from the world. One year ago I covered up who i was, what I was going through. One year ago I was not the person I am today.

It's amazing the things that change in one year. Hatred of parents turns into a love that could withstand anything. Living the "high-life" became living the real life. Hating who I was transformed into loving who i am and showing it to the world. Hiding my pain from the world came to be sharing my struggles with the world. 

This past year has been a crazy one. Ups and Downs. Laughter and Tears. I don't regret anything. My life is good today. My life is real. I am real today. One year leaves plenty of time for changes. I have been transformed from the inside out. Life goes on. Everything is alright today. I wouldn't change a thing. But we all know the world is constantly changing, and I'm ready.

"Everything will be alright does not mean, Everything will stay the same."