I plop down in my front row seat in Chemistry. My lab partner strolls in with a ridiculously large smile on his face. "On a scale of one to ten how high are you?" i whisper. "11..." he chuckles back.
this is my life. i can't count how many times i encounter someone under the influence in one day. I am the sober rainbow fish in a world full of high goldfish.
Haha. That made me laugh. I do that a lot.
My mom always says i'm brave and she's so proud of me. Thanks brah.
Meetings don't appeal to me. They are a bunch of old farts. They were a high goldfish in highschool. They weren't like me. Life is so hard sometimes, it's gets easier then it gets hard. Sometimes i get tempted but other times I'm fine. I don't know how to explain my life. Lonely?
I'm the girl that doesn't go to parties, that doesn't get high, that doesn't drink. I don't get to talk about "epic things that happened at that one party!" i get to listen and wish i was there. But we all know if i was there, it wouldn't end well. shit would hit the fan.
But this is who i am. The rainbow fish.(:
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