Some I just want to stop caring. I want to give up this great life I have. Some days I want to give up. I want to fall back down to where I began. It's not easy. It never is, it never will be. But just like all things in life; this too shall pass.
Just don't do it. Don't put something so shitty inside something so beautiful. Just don't do it and it will get better. Don't ruin all your hard work for one minute of quiet. Don't give in to the challenges of life.
Divine Intervention saved me this week. I attempted to get high twice. Each time something stood in my way. By the grace of God. By the grace of God i am still sober. So close to six months. I almost gave up. I just needed a reminder of all the reasons not to. All the reasons to just keep pushing forward. Because this hard time; just like all things in life, shall pass.
Nothing lasts forever. So for this minute: just breathe. Stay strong. You are stronger than you know.
Remember this hardship; like all things in life, shall pass.
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