Sick Of The Way Life Is

I'm sick of hearing about parties. I'm sick of going home everyday with nothing to do. I'm so sick of being the odd girl out. I'm so sick of watching my friends have fun while i sit at home with my parents. I wish things were different. I wish i was allowed to go out. I wish i could have fun with them. I wish my friends weren't so obsessed with drinking and partying. I wish i had friends like me. I wish I had people that understood me. I'm sick of high school. I'm sick of the people in it. I'm ready to move on with my life. Life is hard. I wish it was different. I feel so alone, here in my room.