New Year.

New Year's Eve will always hold a special memory for me.
3:00 AM, January 1st, 2012. A can. Two grams of weed. A lighter. And three friends.
M dented a can and poked holes in a few places while J and i examined the marijuana in an orange bottle. M had done this many times before, but J and me were losing our pot virginity tonight. This was the beginning of a drug induced downward spiral.
Within a time span of 6 weeks, i had gotten drunk for the first time, done molly/ecstasy for the first time and began doing cocaine on the side. Drugs were my life.
Now. This year, tonight. I have been babysitting. I played clue for three hours and laughed a lot with truly incredible kids. I drank three bottles of rootbeer, but not beer. I'm probably one of the few teenagers that is not wasted off my ass tonight be choice, and i feel good. 2013 has already started out better. and i only intend for it to get better from here.
Happy New Year. Bring it on 2013.(: